That was one fucking harsh day.
Don't know why I felt so, but I felt so.
It feels like my energy is burning out,
or somebody is draining my energy.
I thought I have grown up enogh to deal with my life alone,
but I guess it was wrong.
It takes too much effort to stand with my bare two feet.
I am exhausted.
Surprisingly, it's my first hurdle to jump over.
I though I could handle it by my self.
Am I still too weak?
I guess so.
I realized I still am very fragile and vulnerable.
I need someone to empower me, hug me, adore me.
I need as strong supporter as I used to have.
I think about him too often these days.
Yes, I am a bitch.
I am surprised to see my evil and self-centered side.
I had been a bitch,
I was a bitch,
I am a bitch.
Disappointed.
My dreams are like stars up in the sky.
It's beautiful,
It's shining,
It also looks like I can't reach it.
Oh, how juvenile I am.
I'm still an immature little fairy-tale believer.
To such a girl, the world is so overwhelming.
Somebody, please hold my hand, and say I'm doing well.
My crushed heart is now shattered pieces by pieces.
Rescue me.
HELP ME!!!!!
사족)오늘 본의아니게 기분이 너무 안좋았습니다. 혹시나 제가 신경질을 냈었다면 사과드립니다.
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음... 긁어보고 순간 뇌의 용적이 가득차는 느낌...
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꿈은 아름답죠... 하지만 그 꿈을 하나씩 잃어갈때 조금씩 늙어가는 것이죠..
신념을 가지고 꿈을 향해 가는길이 옳다고 믿으면 그것으로 된것 아닐까요?
꿈에서 잠깐 멀어진다고 꿈이 끝난것은 아니니깐요~
오오~+_+해석하셨군요!!!ㅋㅋ
아무래도 위계화가 덜 되어 있어서 그렇게 느껴지는 거 같아요~
워낙 성격이 내사를 많이 하는 타입인데다가,
다른 사람보다 스트레스 취약성이 좀 높습니다;;ㅋㅋ
덕분에 블로그가 심히 황보래용스러운 조울증 모드가 되는군요
캬캬~
이러다가 또 고비 하나 넘으면 마냥 좋아서 날라댕깁니다~
12월 15일 이후의 포스팅을 기대해주세요+_+
You are doing well.
Gee...thanx anyway...
It's true that I'm too self-centered and narrowsighted to properly see such a lot of people supporting me.
May be it is me that makes me so depressed.
That's why I determined this month a readjusting period.
I appreciate your reply. Truly.